Kolette Hall

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How to See the Unimaginable

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I used to do Facebook Lives all the time.
I liked it, actually.
I’m ok being on video. I enjoy telling stories. I like teaching. FB Lives felt like being a teacher.

Then Jason died.
And I just couldn’t do it.
I said, “No” when asked to speak.
I said, “No” when invited to tell our story on video
I said, “No” to both Becky and Pam when they reached out about being on the Hi-5 Live inspirational page.

Jason had been on there a couple of times. One time he told a story that I put in the book - the one about Boys Night Out and Coleman getting sick and what happened next...
Have you gotten that far in the book? That story is a good one.

I haven’t been live online since Jason died.
I told myself that I would do it when the book was published.
The day after it became available on Amazon I gathered some courage and messaged Becky and Pam:

“Ok, you two...I’ve been saving my first video appearance for HiFive Live! And while I am still more nervous about talking about Jason on video than I want to be, I told myself I would do it when the book was out...so here I am!
Is the offer still open?”

The offer was still open.
It happened last night.
A quick 10 minute message.
Thanks for the moral support, friends.
Enjoy my Facebook Hi-5 Live message.✊🏻💙